I'm feeling better. More composed and less fearful. Spoke to my boss today and he was brilliant. He reassured me straight away regarding the issue that I was most upset about and brought some clarity to the situation.
I'm probably going to go back to more specialised analysis work... and will hand the direction of our small team to a colleague and friend with more experience in the area.
I need to challenge my personal demons... namely time management and procrastination... and focus on the end result. I need to count my blessings and consider the challenges as only ever being nearly enough - My Lord will never let me drown.
I also need to stop bottling things up... and to admit my concerns sooner.
Happier.
Thanks to God for bringing me through... and to everyone who supported me with this... you know who you are! Love you all!
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