Been ill today - I've got a dodgy tum and felt really run down. Guess I just needed a break...
Been thinking about my future - I am earmarked for potential redundancy where I work and, to be honest, I'm not sure I want to work there anymore. I love the friends I have made at work but I want to do something new - something creative or community based. My severance quote is nice... not fantastic... but enough to keep me going for a wee while.
However, I worry for my wife and my two kids - I am the provider... sounds so cro-mag but I am. My wages keep the roof above our heads and put food on the table. My wife's job pays for all the goodies and helps us save. If I drop my wages without the severance or my wife making up the shortfall then we'll be in trouble.
I need to chill. I know my Lord will see me through this - He will provide! He is the provider, not me! Everything we have, He has given us.
I'm looking into setting Olwyn up in business - doing VHS to DVD transfers then adding value through menus, overdubbing and stills galleries. I see it as an excuse to get even more Apple kit :-) but it is also an investment in our future.
Anyway, we'll see what the future holds...
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